Updating for last 4 days...

28/04
went to bedok... Sis goin to watch JJ's concert... Aaron drive my sis's car (with kailing n me) to pick my sis up! wa sia!! waited long leh!! then e leisure park also nothin de!! everything close le! so waited in the car... after 30min here she come... then we went to east coast and had supper! brought food back for other!! and funny thing happen in the car!!! WAHAHAHA!! so shocking lol! ahah!! hehe!!

29/04
went to parkway to develop photos!! drag super long le!! finally develop! but!! i'm really wasting $$, cause i develop super lots of THE " bear museam" photo without any of us inside! just solely the bear!! haha!! well i'm really abit piss off when they telling me off, well it my fault though... haha!! how i nod got so many!! when i view in com like okid okid de leh!!

30/04
nothing much... just woke up, go jap, came home, nap, go for pop piano!!! haiz!! tiring day

31/04
when to bugis with my Jap class's friends... brought a "special" thing for myself!! super happy sia!! haah!!! then had seoul garden with them... super full yeah!! lots of laughter during the meal!! haah!! how i hope samantha n flora with us too!! well which i think will be super noisy!! haha!! follow by kinokuniya! saw lots of kat tun n hey say jump magazine... wanted to buy lol... but the price is so ex n it in jap!! still dun really nod how to read jap ya so!! DUN BUY!! but :`( sad sia!! haiz!!

[对你来说。。。是什么？]

风吹散我的泪，雨渐渐的把我淋湿
站在雨中的我，就像一个空壳
明明知道自己想个傻瓜，缺不肯离开
周围的人指指点点的声音，
我也渐渐的听不见了。

我唯一能听见的，就是你的声音。
我唯一能感受的，就只是我的心碎。
我唯一能做的，就是。。。自我催眠
而你呢？是什么心情？

回忆一片一片的播放，经过我们成经约会的地方
我的笑容慢慢的挂上来了，
就在一秒后，回忆散去了。
就像风一样，经过我身边后
就再也无法抓住它！

“好想你”，“好爱你”，“想要你”
这些话，再也无法从我口中说出了
因为你离我而去了
对你来说，那三个字，是什么？

我不想去猜，这些再也不重要了

重要的是，过了今后
我会活的比有你在我身边的时候跟精彩
跟快乐，
再见了，我的爱。。。

[We are destinate to be friends...]

2dae is the last of Jap basic 1...
5 weeks gone... and we're so bond... haha!
though we still haven really nod each other well... but i had lots n lots of fun...
it really amazing that i can adapt to the new surrounding so fast...
haha!! however, some of them have quit... sad sia... T_T time really fies fast...
私のともだち。。。私は　ほんとに　好きで！
みんあ　私　忘れない　ね！
ずっと　ずっと！

{**the most beautiful dream i ever had...**}

had a good rest last night...
viewing the photo in my com,
went to bed early...
have a nice dream last nice.
and it all thx to all of u! my family :)

[just a 2days 1night... n we're bond]

having a hard time preparing for the BBQ party... sweat dripping down my face, bringing things up n down, lucky there a car that make thing easier searching 4 a majoung table is really tiring... well maybe we lucky, found it @ the last shop... haha! after that reaches the house, met my Aunts n cousins, haha!! been waiting for another party seen mom b'dae... we were busy cause we r having overnight in this house thus, we gonna have more beds... this is the biggest problem for this party, well we have done it well... everyone had a bed to sleep haha!! though im sleeping on the floor... eh! now i realized it seem that im the only one having a sleeping bag cover over me and sleeping on the hard floor!! wa!! everyONE have a bed!! IC!! haiz! this my luck ya! so can i be called good gurl now??!! haha!! (ps: hey stop being thick skin) the next day... everyone woke up @ 11am, haha! i thought it is already late afternoon lol! then we take turn to bathe n pack up the house... after that again BBQ start as we had lots of leftover uncooked food last night... time flies... bout 7, kailing, sis n i went to bring thing home! it really tiring carrying thing up n down, now leg very pain sia... then @ 9pm everyone went home... it was really a fantasy night... right everyone... im sure u feel the same as me... it tiring but it fun...

Jap class's friends

Yishun JC

[updating...]

14/04...
I went to my gurl's school! Yishun JC! they had a fun fair yupp! and she selling DOUNUTS! haha!
well @ 1st still thinkin of goin not, cause been attending jap classes n long time never had a long sleep! haha!! in E end i choose to go! 1) to support her 2) meet my friends... haha! they have all change! it a super long time not seeing them! now missing them lol! well good luck to my friends who have to start school 2morro! hope to see u soon!

20/04
went out with my Jap class's friends... they wanted to watch this horror movie called " Coming soon". i have been thinkin if i wanna go to catch a movie with them... but it HORROR sia! haiz no choice cause some of them not continuing the jap so i gonna treat it the first n last outing with them!! i really hate it... the movie is really "beating hard" the "thingy" the sound effect, n it a thai horror movie! ahah!!! i have wasted bout half of my money! i have been covering my ear, closing my eyes tight, not wanting to see the "thingy" well i saw i in a sec! but PROBLEM is... my friend, samantha, she told me e movie end le so i lifted up my head n put down my hand(covering e ear)
then the screen appeared " the thingy FACE" ah!!! im screaming out loud!!! wad e! juz because of the last screen i have not been sleeping well! :`( 55~~~

我无法挽回的。。。

１）时间
２）眼泪
３）生命
４）爱

时间慢慢的从我的生命离去，我也慢慢的成长了
回想起来，这几年来我流下了许多眼泪
为了幼稚的事，无聊的事，
但我的生命也渐渐的越来越快乐了
或许是因为你们
你们带来的欢笑，点满了我黑暗的世界
也带领我到那美丽的世界
迎接我的那一道光彩，让我知道和体会到了爱。。。
谢谢你，我的家人，我的朋友，还有在我身体里的某个地方的另一个我，
我相信每个人都有一个另一个自己，而那个自己就是帮你保守秘密和帮你逃过难关的自己。

很深吧？！我也不知道为什么会打出这番话！哈哈！或许是太无聊了吧？！
不过我的谢谢是真的哦！哈哈！

[永远.朋友]

还记得我们第一次见面的时候
那是一个多微妙的时刻！
我永远都不会忘记。
谢谢上帝为我安排这相遇，遇见了你们是我的福气！

因为有你们陪在我身边，支持我，
因此我才不觉得孤单！
非堂怀念我们在一起的时刻。
玩闹的我们，争吵的我们，唧唧喳喳的我们
当时世界就像属于我们的
我多希望时间就停在那一刻。

但是时间是不会停的，地球始终还是要围绕着太阳
太阳还是会照样从东边升起
我们始终要被分开，追求自己的梦想
但是我任然相信我们的友情
我们是不会离开彼此的！

我相信不管我们隔了多远，新加坡到欧洲！
哪里我们也不会忘记彼此的存在

谢谢你们，照亮了我的世界，点亮了我的乐园
我永远永远都不会忘记你们
因为，你们是我的好搭档，好朋友！

[tired... ZzZz...]

went to RP for my enrolment!! thx my sis n mom!! thx 4 accompany me to my school!! haha!!
well!! abit scared scared de leh!! 55~~ i dun wanna go new school!! i wanna go back to my sec school!! no friends!! but heard first year everyone study the same de!! so i hope i can be the same class as Zhang xu n Racheal ya!! at least got friends i nod!!! hope i can make new friends easily sia!! am i lucky enough?? dunno!! AHHHHHHHHH!! GOD BLESS ME!! stress!!!

uploaded last 2 days pictures....

[always my wonderful family...]

My sis drove mom n me to my aunt's house yesterday... it was so fun sia haha!!! anywae she really a stable driver!!! 90pts 4 u sis!! u still gonna bucks up!! haha!! well went there cause wanna have a haircut free!! nope la nope la!! juz wanna give my karen aunt help me cut!! well i quite lyk it but dunno if other ppl find it funny on my head??!! a bit mushroom, blurblur de!! haiz!! well there is nothing i can do now!! juz wait it grow longer lol!!:p after supper sis brought my cousin yanyan home!! heard there lots of fun inside the car during the journey ya!! haha!! small fish come back to my 2nd aunt's house, majoung time!!! we play till 7am sia!! haha!! we're so funny sia, especially my small fish!!! haha!!!
after packing, slept @ 7.30 ba!! then sleep till 3 pm!! haha!! really nod how to slack hoh!! hehe!!so 2dae ask sis bring us to T3 to have our dinner!! we had Leck Thai!! well it a nice dinner!! i love Pineapple rice n banana smoothies!! yuppie!! then went shopping brought thing again!! went rest at Coffee club!! sent aunt n cousin home... n we're home sweet home!! thx sis ya for you prefect driving!! hehe!!

uploaded some photo!! saw S'pore actress n actor @ vivo, who acting for their show?!

[i miss you...]

wad a funny day...
first time wearing shopping shoes climbing up 6 stories high!!!!
wad the hell!! it was so super tiring sia!!
we r suppose to have the lesson @ 11... i reached there @ 10.45... demo i reach the benkyoushi @ 11.15!! my 4 classmate n i have been turning round n round about the isetan juz to find a way to reach our school which is @ 12 level!! cause the baka shaw house had a sudden fire drill, dakara minna san cannot take the lift up!! they say close from 10 to 12!!
then when we wanted to try taking the lift, when a officer say it able to use... one of my classmate doesn't want to... n everyone move on to the "STAIRS" so i have to follow... climb climb climb...
when i reach level 12... the BAKA door cannot open!! u nod it was like acting an horror movie... ppl always run up stair when they met some "scary thing" n e door cannot open!! EIIIIIIIIIII!!! so we went back to 11 floor n took the lift to 12!! can u believe!! we were so stupid!! everyone is sitting in the classroom enjoying the air-con... n the 5 of us is panting n sweating like hell!!
i have break the record of climbing 6 level high of zig-zag stair!! OMG!! so that mean 12 sets of stairs!!! AH!!!!!!!! i have to give myself a big clap!!
aniwae class was as usual fun...
after class went suntec to meet my mom n sis, as they wanted to visit the edu fair, n i wanted to have high tea buffet with them... so i meet them! half way the journey, i met my old schoolmate!! OMG!! how i miss them!! they was travelling with school!! when i saw them, how i miss my friends... last yr, my friends n i were like running here n there to look for course that we're interest n asked for info... after that we had lunch!!! how i miss the period we r together... it was so fun... the memories is always inside my soul... thank u my friends... thx for this wonderful memories...
lastly. we rushed to have our high tea buffet!! wa sia!! we had a super full lunch cum dinner... hehe!!! wad a fantastic lunch/dinner!! then went TANGS to have a walk... wa wanted to buy a bag with costed $89 well i can't remember the brand name but it a super ex brand... wu!!

[life is so tiring]

watt a bad day for me...
thing happening all about me...
im supering tired now... wad e use of extending the MRT...
it only making us to wait so long for a MRT to come...
and there so many ppl la!!
when waiting for the mrt for 6 min, bout 3/4 of the platform was occupy.... can u believe it!! how i hope they change back the MRT... cause last time got 2 MRTs A & B, now only got one n we have to wait a longer time... everyone is squeezing into such a small MRT!! and it mixed!! well i find it a bit disgusting ya!! cause ladies n guy standing so closely 2gether!! i juz hate it!! i think they can follow japan and separate half of the MRT for ladies n the other for guy!! haiz!! wad a bad day!! really hope that the MRT will change if not i think i will have difficulty goin out le!! 55~~~

[A lesson i learn today,
life is important,
once u lose it u will never get it back.
Family is yours, you too are responsible of their life...
Take good care of everyone that still beside you now...
Don't ever push them aways...
Cause they are your loves one...]

Setting off from house to Jurong Point...
went to buy a wheelchair with my mom for my grandma...
quickly took a cabby to my grandma's house,
pass the wheelchair to her and not long we went off to visit my dad side's big aunt...
(i hope that my grandma will love the wheelchair ya)
the moment i step in the hospital,
i remember of wanting to choose nursing as my future...
well, i dunno if i shld say im lucky that i didn't choose...
because i think i really cannot take the stress of this job...
(i wish my big aunt will get well soon)
after that we went to JP again with my mom side's aunt!!
haha!! messy right :p
went shopping, n i think i recently crazy bout those flower rubber band, cilp...
i brought super many sia...
haiz now a bit sad ya... waste so much money... 55~~
gonna save le!!! $$ fly really fast!! haiz!!!
dinner time was such a fun time to have with them...
there super lots of joke lol!!
haha!! i really love being with my family...
Aishiteru...