[i wanna die]

Wad the hell is the school doin!!??
Mom had told me, i must take time then will realized it.
but i really dun see the point of learning sci?! whereas, i dun think it had link to my course.
And it was really super tiring doin presentation, everyday!! IT EVERYDAY!!
2dae lesson was horrible for me...
en how to say, well, i did understand the first part of the lesson, but after the 2hr break, i was blur! i dun nod wad is the facilitator talking bout... i can't catch the topic lol.
and i seem very bored in class today la! we use the 2hr break time to do our powerpoint silde, but after i had done my part, the break left 1hr plus.... i was so lazy, hence i didn't go for my lunch lol!
so i watch video while waiting for lesson start...(bad gurl right?!)
and i did super badly for my presentation 2dae! i had eaten up all my words lol! so idiot la! sian lol, lose all my face le lol!
juz hope for a better 2morro!!
Q:
will i survive my poly life?
am i able to be independent?(well which i dun think so)
when can i improve my baka english?
can i face the challenge facing me right now?

[ps. someone take a trigger and shoot me down now... before i gone mad bout the sci]